moving away from movies

First of all, if you’re a tv person, please do not be offended.  This post is not meant to be judgmental towards the folks out there who enjoy a great deal of television and/or movie viewing.

Donna, the coolest assistant ever.

With that said, I must confess I’ve been involved in too much staring at the television as of late.  For quite a few years, I have not been a tv person.  Sure, I have a few shows I like.  And often it’s part of family time.  This summer my kids and I watched the 24 season set in London [who doesn’t love Jack Bauer?], the entire Veronica Mars series [it’s not often television portrays the attractive blond girl as brilliant and capable of getting into Stanford] followed by the movie, and quite a lot of the series Suits [I adore Donna….I want to be just like Donna…..especially if I can have her clothes].

At the end of August, I began my time as a temporary empty nester.  I absolutely had to finish watching as many episodes of Suits available via Amazon Prime Instant Video.  Which I did.  And then I decided to watch a few movies.  One I enjoyed….love story, coming of age, conflicting parents, rich girl/bad boy.  Another left me a bit disturbed….it had to do with addicts…..including sex addicts…..so while at times funny, it was also a very realistic look at the pain some suffer.  And then a movie about two married [to other people] folks in mid life who meet and are attracted to each other, which really mainly frustrated me.

So tonight, despite the fact I have a free movie from the library about Renoir available to watch, I decided not to.  While I could easily entertain myself night after night with television and movie viewing, I don’t think it’s good for me.  I need to discipline myself.  I saw it quickly becoming a routine……leave work, exercise or do yard work, make dinner, sit in from of the television for an hour or more, head to bed.  Granted, this is not a horrible routine.  And for someone who recently found herself alone in a home that weeks ago had three residents, it’s not an immoral choice necessarily to get a bit of emotional release from this type of entertainment.

But it’s not what I want every night for the next ten months [until my daughter returns from her foreign exchange trip].  I have decided to discipline myself.  Make myself read.  I actually love to read.  Much more than I enjoy watching television or movies.  I need to make myself finish the home projects I’ve started.  I need to listen to the evening programing on NPR that I nerdishly enjoy.  I like to bake.  I should practice piano.  There’s a myriad of things I can do.  Oh, and I shouldn’t forget…..spending time with God.

Incidentally I spent many years as a stay at home mom.  During those years, I did not allow myself to watch any adult daytime television.  By adult, I mean no Oprah, no Today Show, no game shows, no news at noon.  Because I didn’t want to get sucked in.  I didn’t want to be tied down everyday to some dumb program instead of being present with my kids.

So now that I’m alone, I guess I owe it to myself to not zone out every night.  Even if it’s not wrong.  It’s not right for me.

 

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s