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my own metamorphosis
four years
this space has been my own
it serves me well, I remain content
I remember wanting to be here, long before I was
a lovely illustration reminding me
hope can morph into reality
these walls have witnessed my own metamorphosis
change, albeit slow
back to who I once was
always and forever temporary
rain falling straight downward
no wind, no slant
splatting onto the roof, ground, any surface between sky and land
my lunchtime walk will be muddy if it occurs at all
I do not mind the rain, the forecast
as come what may, I cannot change it
there is small comfort in knowing I am not missing anything
I could be experiencing in the sunshine
as I work the day away
there is great comfort in knowing the rain will cease
rain is always and forever temporary
light has a method
clearing clouds, breaking through
top shelf
less than sublime
but isn’t life most often?
I desire more
and like I often feel at the grocery
reaching, actually climbing, foot on bottom shelf
trying to grab an item on top
just beyond reach, due to my petite stature
often times someone asks to help
often times I manage alone
the question, which begs an answer
why is what I want on the top shelf?
or perhaps better put, in a more imaginative wording
why are my wants out of reach?
is the answer in the striving
or the clerk who assists before I topple three glass bottles to the ground
meaning I need to learn to ask for help
a combination, maybe
I strive to see the positive
yet often settle, taking nothing or the less desirable yet obtainable
leaving whatever I reached for
on the top shelf