colors

My kids and I spent last Friday night in St. Louis.  We walked from our hotel, which was really close to downtown to a restaurant which actually was downtown.  We walked past the sky scrapers and some people hanging out in parks.  We walked through a sculpture garden.  We saw art deco designed courthouses and … More colors

roads

This summer has taken me to five cities.   Cincinnati Columbus Tulsa St. Louis Louisville I have navigated through at least a part of each of them.  Driving down roads and freeways.  Up to this point in my life, I haven’t been the designated driver, so to speak.  But divorce means nearly everything changes, travel … More roads

devotion

There were years of my life in which I didn’t believe in devotional books.  It wasn’t that I disliked them, per se, I just wasn’t interested in reading and/or utilizing them.  I felt the bible, God’s word to his people, was enough.  Just read it and don’t bother with someone’s commentary or opinion.  Maybe it was … More devotion

goodbye James

If you know me, you’ll interpret this entry’s title to mean I’m saying adios to my son.  This is not what I’m inferring.  At least not in this entry.  I will be saying adios to my son James in a short while, as he’ll be heading back to the University of Louisville for his second … More goodbye James

where?

Where I’m going is not necessarily up to me. Unless. Unless I disregard the good of all others but myself.  Then I can decide. I’ve always wondered why everyone doesn’t live in San Diego. It was six degrees in my town this morning.  Why would I choose to be here?  I am a warm weather … More where?

brisk

This is the harshest January I remember.  It’s beyond cold outside.  The ground is covered in snow.  Navigating the streets is not easy.   More harsh weather is forecasted. Like the outdoor elements, I am cold myself.  Figuratively freezing inside, like a brisk wind is blowing through my mind.  Frazzled, feeling like something fragile that’s … More brisk

a blank canvas

Tonight I find myself alone.  Not necessarily by choice, but by circumstance.  But I’m choosing not to complain.  I’m instead deciding to utilize the time in doing things I enjoy. Yesterday I bought a canvas with the intent of creating a wall hanging for my bathroom.  There’s a piece of wall up there that I’ve … More a blank canvas

exhaust

I looked up the definition of exhaust.  When used as a verb it means: drain (someone) of their physical or mental resources; tire out. Or here’s another: use up (resources or reserves) completely. Synonyms are: overtire fatigue weary tire drain consume finish deplete spend empty drain Honestly, I can relate to this verb.  I am … More exhaust

staircase

Here’s the analogy: Life is similar to a staircase.  We keep climbing, striving, going up and up.  Moving towards goals.  Moving towards the end. Yet I’ve stopped climbing.  I’ve reached a floor, maybe the fourth.  Maybe the forty-fifth.  It doesn’t matter so much the number.  But I can’t locate the staircase.  I’m wandering around, lost, … More staircase