a blank canvas

Tonight I find myself alone.  Not necessarily by choice, but by circumstance.  But I’m choosing not to complain.  I’m instead deciding to utilize the time in doing things I enjoy. Yesterday I bought a canvas with the intent of creating a wall hanging for my bathroom.  There’s a piece of wall up there that I’ve … More a blank canvas

staircase

Here’s the analogy: Life is similar to a staircase.  We keep climbing, striving, going up and up.  Moving towards goals.  Moving towards the end. Yet I’ve stopped climbing.  I’ve reached a floor, maybe the fourth.  Maybe the forty-fifth.  It doesn’t matter so much the number.  But I can’t locate the staircase.  I’m wandering around, lost, … More staircase

loneness

Loneliness is not quite the word I’m looking for. The actual word is loneness.  Being alone, unaccompanied, As in a lone traveler. I’ve learned that many of my pains and sorrows must be faced alone.  As well as joys and celebrations. First of all, I’m a private person.  Second, well second, I’ve learned that it’s … More loneness