fall

I find myself having a hard time letting go. I can be compulsive. I can hold on. To release is to surrender and to surrender…..well isn’t that giving up? Maybe not. I suppose it’s actually good to surrender. Relinquish. Therapeutic perhaps? Yet it’s so.so.so.so.so hard. I find myself realizing I must let go of a … More fall

release

Ash Wednesday.  First day of Lent. Reminder that we’re dying.  I am ashes and dust. But Resurrection Day is coming. Meantime, though.  What to do in between? Give something up?  Sacrifice?  Confess? The word I hear….. [release]. And I answer back, [I already have]. So much.  People and things.  Dreams.  Aspirations.  Even hopes. But it … More release