measuring hope

Sometimes life is busy. Not a terribly profound statement, but true, correct?  Currently, my work life consists of coordinating a fundraising event, compiling a grant report, and alas, helping with the beginning stages of yet another federal grant.  Lest you think I’m complaining, I assure you, I’m not.  Job security and all that, right? Anyways, … More measuring hope

trust

I suppose Easter is all about trust.  It’s the ultimate You can trust me…. ~ God Even though things grew very grim. His friends watched Jesus die.  Publicly, brutally.  Less than a week after they’d rode into Jerusalem ready to celebrate.  Their friend Judas betrayed Jesus and also them.  Then he committed suicide.  That in … More trust

no focus

I enjoy reading but am having a hard time getting through books this year. I began reading The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt earlier this winter.  Because it’s 784 pages long, weighs approximately five pounds, and is a 14 day loan from my library, I only made it halfway through before having to turn it back … More no focus

maneuvers

The plan for today.  It’s Sunday, so that means donuts after church and homemade pizza for dinner.  In between?  Homework for the girl.  House work for me.  A few errands.  Fill the car with gas.   Walk the dog because it’s a beautiful day. Tomorrow?  Well, it’s Monday which means work for me.  School for … More maneuvers

time and theories of

I’ve come to realize how easily the pendulum of outlook can swing.  A day can be passing quite fine.  Items checked off a list.  Accomplishments.  Meetings.  Something created.  Sent.  Hours with people I care for.  Sites seen. Then, often abruptly, the mood can change.  Sometimes circumstance.  Sometimes an unexpected reminder that all is not as … More time and theories of

happiness as a goal

Happiness as a goal is a recipe for disaster.  ~ Barry Schwartz I think the above quote says it all.  If you’re only looking to make yourself happy, you’re in for a big fall.  Ah, I made a rhyme. Happiness as a goal is a recipe for disaster. Simple, yet much to consider.   happiness.as.a.goal.is.a.recipe.for.disaster … More happiness as a goal

light

A friend read Psalm 27 to me.  God is my light….. Jesus said it.  I am the light of the world. Isaiah prophesied those who walk in darkness have seen a great light. Yesterday was dark, dreary, chilly, raining.  My mood lagged.  My thoughts fearful and low. Today the sun shines. Bright. And I’m more … More light

alright to be sad

My daughter and I cherish our Thursday nights and Saturday mornings at Fitness Boxing.  Our local YMCA offers a class, taught by a cool middle aged guy named James.  We’ve developed a fondness for James.  Perhaps partly because of our own personal James [my son/her brother].  Alas, James the boxing instructor could not teach our … More alright to be sad

ridiculous

There are days when nothing makes sense. Days like today.  It’s Spring.  Officially.  It’s also snowing and blowing and when I look out the window I can’t see across the street. I can look forward.  A few days ahead.  My son’s recital.  It will be good.  Proud moments.  Smiles. Applause. Tomorrow.  An opportunity to hear … More ridiculous